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From
habu's ebook anthology DevilMENt
Imagine by habu “Imagine
what we could be doing if we moved up to Washington. Think of the commissions up
there, Hal.” Hal
turned from the window and looked over to his younger, half brother, Jimmy, as
he sat at his workbench in the studio, glazing a frame to go perfectly with the
landscape acrylic Hal had completed not more than two hours earlier. A
lump rose in Hal’s throat. He’d been gazing out of the window, down toward
the tenant cottage along the river bank because he couldn’t bear to look at
Jimmy in the late afternoon light beaming down on his unruly, curly blond head
from the skylight—giving him a halo by bounding off the dust particles
floating in the air and bringing out flecks of gold in the young man’s hair.
Jimmy was an angel. And he made Hal feel like something else altogether. He
was Hal’s half brother, dammit. Hal couldn’t be having these thoughts. One
of them perhaps should be moving to the larger art scene up in Washington, D.C.
But only one of them, or Hal didn’t know what might happen. He didn’t know
how much longer he could go on with just the two of them in the house, working
symbiotically in the same studio, Hal painting the landscapes and Jimmy
preparing the perfect frame to go with them. Hal had sold very little before
Jimmy decided that college wasn’t for him and moved in and began framing
Hal’s work. The custom frames had made all of the difference in sales—and in
the attention Hal was receiving from art critics and gallery owners. Hal had to
admit that Jimmy was right that they might be ready for a big city now—but Hal
could not trust himself with Jimmy very much longer. Certainly not in the
proximity required for them to work together. “Perhaps.
It’s something to think about,” Hal answered, trying not reveal that he was
speaking with great difficulty, through heavy breathing, and not turning full
face toward the younger man, not wanting to reveal the effect Jimmy in that
light had on his body. Hal
switched his gaze back toward the tenant shack and then, because he heard the
cough and roar of a power mower, across the road toward Hampton Grove, the
B&B. Hal’s own house, the central core of which was built in the
eighteenth century by the owner of the mill now in ruins down at the edge of the
river, was one of a pocket of antebellum houses on the two streets remaining of
a town that had almost been wiped off the map by hand-to-hand fighting in a
Civil War battle and that now was preserved for posterity and the tourist trade.
The young college guy who did the Grove’s yard work during the summer had
started up with the mower. The
youth was a long and lanky red head, with freckles covering a well-worked chest,
bare now. To fight the heat, the yardboy had stripped down to skimpy gray cotton
athletic shorts. Hal, already thinking arousing thoughts because of the nearness
of Jimmy, found his eyes riveted on the youth, to his chest and washboard abs
and down to his crotch, and a hand furtively moving to his own basket. “Can
you come over here and see if you like this frame coloring with your
landscape?” Jimmy called over to Hal. “Just
a minute. I’m thirsty. I’ll go get something from the fridge and be with you
in a minute.” Hal
wasn’t that thirsty, but he had to cool off somehow before going anywhere near
his brother. He moved quickly to the door to the breezeway connecting the older
section of the house to the studio, which had been converted from a double
garage, and then on into the kitchen, where he threw cubes of ice in a glass and
filled it with water. He then applied it to the back of his neck, working to
bring his breathing and hardness under control. He
raised his head and looked through the window over the kitchen sink. It
took him a few minutes to notice that he couldn’t hear the mower from across
the street anymore, and he looked closer at Hampton Grove. The mower was still
there, but the yardboy wasn’t pushing it. It stood there near the street, in
mid swath across the road. Hal
moved through the dining room and into the study at the back of the house, to a
window overlooking the river, where he turned his eyes toward the tenant shack.
The tenant’s muscular jet-black truck was there now, parked outside the house. Hal’s
imagination went into high gear, putting the signs together. Hal knew what his
tenant was. He was a construction worker over in Harrisonburg. A large, burly
man, hard muscle on muscle—large in the sense of a powerful physique, not in
any sense of fat. Dark and hairy and rough looking, with a menacing demeanor and
full-coverage tattoos and battle scars. And
Hal knew what the man liked and went after. There were cars and trucks over
there at all hours of the day and night, whenever the man wasn’t working in
town. And Hal had seen the men get out of their vehicles and slowly walk up to
the door of the shack. And later, he’d seen them stumble out, bowlegged and
barely able to walk, but looking oh so satisfied. The
tenant had approached Hal directly, not saying it, but making the offer, letting
Hal know he was transparent, that there wasn’t an iota of difference between
the two of them in what they liked and what they wanted. But Hal had backed
away. Afraid. Something about the man scared him. The devil incarnate. Hal
lusted after his younger brother, true. But it wasn’t the same at all. Hal
wanted to take Jimmy, and Hal knew that wasn’t how it would proceed if he went
with the tenant. Hal knew that going with the tenant would be opening up another
door altogether. That man was a dominator and would bottom for no other man. In
that way there wasn’t any difference between the two of them. And Hal was
afraid of the man, afraid that if he gave into him, there would be no turning
back. Thoughts
of the long, lanky red-headed yardboy and the dark, menacing tenant flamed in
Hal’s mind, and he found himself leaving the house and floating across the
expanse of grass toward the copse of trees nestling the tenant shack by the
ruins of the mill trace at the edge of the river. He
could hear them long before he reached the scrubby flower bed beneath the window
that was his goal. Loud cries, approaching screaming, the intent of which Hal
could not determine. Pain, yes certainly pain, and fear, at least a touch of
that too. But also something else, something more, something dominating.
Insistence, and pleasure, and wanting. A want scratched; a dream fulfilled. A
total taking and a total giving. Hal
reached the window, which was dusty and streaked with grime. But the light was
on in the room, and the view was clear enough. The yardboy reclined in a sling
suspended from the ceiling, his arms and legs rising up the four chains at the
corners and secured by black strappings. The red head’s skull was flopping
down from the sling at the near side, his eyes wild, staring at Hal, and his
mouth stretched open in a perpetual scream. The hairy beast of a man standing
crouched over the freckled torso of the yardboy at the other end of the sling,
moving fast and hard in a staccato rhythm that sent the sling swaying toward Hal
with each thrust, each attack met with a pain-pleasure cry from the mouth of the
yardboy and each backward retreat answered with a gurgling groan. Tight
muscles gleaming and undulating, tattoos dancing. A thick, long-fingered hand
wrapped around the engorged cock of the youth, beating it at a determined,
relentless pace. The other hand digging into the quarry’s nipples and slapping
at the yardboy’s bare buttocks and hard-muscled chest. The slap, slap of the
hand. The slapslapslap of the fucking cock. Tan-dark, tattoo-laced muscle
exploding into freckled and creamy yielding young flesh. The impassioned screams
and long moans of the youth. Begging for mercy. Answered with a throaty laugh
and a double-time rhythm. Crying out for deeper penetration, fuller possessing.
Gasping and groaning when pleas were answered—and surpassed. The
beast looked up from his prey straight at the window. Surely he could see Hal
standing there, on the other side of the murky glass. The upturning of the
tenant’s full-lipped mouth showing recognition. And pleasure. And taunting. Hal
knew he should withdraw; the danger and the enticement were thick in the hot,
heavy, humid air near the edge of the river. But he was riveted to the spot, his
mouth dry and slack, a hand forcing itself below the waistband of his shorts and
encasing and squeezing his cock. His
imagination was making the tenant into more of a monster than he was. It surely
was running away with itself, as he viewed the nub of horns at the tenant’s
temples and the pointedness of his ears—and of his teeth as he opened his maw
and smiled cruelly across the writhing body of the yardboy, reaching out beyond
the room. To Hal. Hal
no longer saw the red-headed yardboy or even the hairy monster tenant. What he
saw now was the golden curly head of Jimmy on the body bound in the sling and
he, himself, holding Jimmy’s legs up and out with his hands and deviling his
own brother’s channel with his thrusting cock. The
yardboy’s body was lurching, and he was gasping and groaning and crying out of
his impending coming, and the tenant beast kept pumping. Pumping with his hand
and pumping with his cock. The youth cried out, and globular white cum shoot out
between the long, thick, pumping fingers of the tenant and fell like molten snow
across the youth’s heaving chest. The monster’s cock pumped on, his hands
cupping the slim hips of the youth and raising and pulling the yardboy’s
pelvis back hard onto his thrusting cock with each brutal stroke. The
youth went limp, no longer writhing, no longer even there, his head flopped back
with each thrust, his face turned toward Hal, but his eyes unseeing, only the
whites showing now. The
monster tenant bellowed his own impending release and reared back. Hal glimpsed
a gigantic, rosy-red bulb as it jerked and spouted one, two, three, fountains of
snow-white cum in an arc across the youth’s chest, reaching out for Hal,
goblets of thick, white cum splattering against the window panes with an audible
thump. Then
the hairy beast was moving around the sling and toward the window, gliding on
what Hal’s mind visioned were cloven hooves. The long, thick fingers of one of
his hands holding the largest, thickest cock Hal had ever seen, lovingly,
accusingly erect. Hairy black balls—shockingly four of them—each as big as
tennis balls swung as he strutted, slapping against his gigantic, muscle-bound,
tattooed hams. Hal
watched, his mouth opening in an unvoiced scream, as the window glass began to
dissolve before his eyes. With
the last vestige of control, he pulled his eyes away from the tenant and turned
and soared back to the house—not to the studio, which held its own dangers and
forbidden temptation, but up the stairs to his bedroom and the bath beyond. He
threw himself into his shower stall; turned the water on full blast, pulling the
face and naked, writhing body of his half brother into his mind; masturbated
himself to a groaning ejaculation; and collapsed into the corner of the stall. *
* * * Early
in the morning, Hal struggled out of bed, weary and unsatisfied in sleep. He
felt hung over, the aroma of coffee set on automatic perk the night before, and
the urge of going to the door of Jimmy’s bedroom fighting for control. He was
groggy, only half aware of what he was doing in the murky light of the hour past
dawn. Cold in his nakedness now that he wasn’t under the sheet, he reached for
his silken bathrobe and draped it over his shoulders. He
was on the threshold of Jimmy’s door, looking at Jimmy, naked and tangled in
the sheets. White sheets, marbled body. Golden, tussled curls and just the dew
of light hair on his limbs and tufting on the V down to his delicate, boy’s
cock. Hal began by wondering how large it could grow, what his channel smelled
like. Whether he would moan in pleasure as Hal filled that channel. He could
almost feel his hand on Jimmy’s knee, moving slowly up his thigh over the
downy blond hair. Jimmy’s eyes on his, his lips opening as Hal bent over him,
letting the edges of his open silken robe brush along his brother’s sides.
Seeing Jimmy’s cock fill out and his hands reach down and encircle both cocks
together as Hal’s lips met Jimmy’s. Jimmy trembling and his back arching as
Hal’s tongue slipped between his opening lips and his cock slid into his
opening channel. Jimmy’s legs hooking around Hal’s waist and above his
buttocks. A shared gasp as . . . Hal
stubbed his toe as it dragged across the threshold of the door, enticing his
body to follow it into the room. More awake now, Hal groaned at the frustration
of what he was struggling against. And he turned and stumbled down the stairs
and into the kitchen, where the automatically perked coffee awaited him,
inviting him back into the world of sanity and controlled imagination. Hal
poured a cup and pattered out into the breezeway. Peering out into the haze of
the misty morning, his eye was caught by the yellow of the Corvette parked
outside the tenant’s shack, next to the tenant’s black truck. There was only
one person who drove a yellow Corvette around here—the young lawyer from the
end house on the other street of the small hamlet. A perky wife and three small
children. Hal
fought the urge to walk out onto the grass and toward the tenant shack. With
difficulty he forced his feet to turn toward the studio. The light was on inside
the studio. It should not have been. And when Hal entered the room, he stood
there, gawking in horror. There
were three of them. Just sketches. Charcoal on art paper, clipped to three
standing easels. Despite being sketches, they were finely detailed and expertly
done, with strong, assured strokes. His work no doubt, but when had he done
these? Jimmy couldn’t see these. No one could see these. One
was of Jimmy, in nearly the same pose he was in even now upstairs in his
bedroom. The other two were unmistakably of both of them. The two half brothers,
draped together in the silken robe around Hal’s shoulders, open, enveloping
the nakedness of both of them. With Hal fucking Jimmy—and Jimmy, angelic
Jimmy, loving it. Hal
moved quickly, tearing the sheets of paper from the easels, starting to ball
them up, but discovering he could not do it. He smoothed the sheets out and
stumbled back into the breezeway. He
felt that he was going completely out of control. He now knew why he had risen
so tired. He’d been up most of the night trying to exorcise his demons. He
could clearly remember now. But he’d risen and come all the way down to the
studio without remembering. What
if Jimmy had been the first to rise? How much longer could Hal hold himself off?
This couldn’t continue. Reaching
the breezeway, Hal looked out of the glass wall toward the tenant’s house once
more. They were both outside. The young golden-curled lawyer belly down on the
hood of his Corvette, and the tenant standing between his legs, fucking him
hard. As Hal watched, the tenant shrugged a silken robe off his shoulders and
let it slip down to cascade around his feet, revealing that he was bulbous
butted and hairy-pelted from the hips down, his legs goatlike, standing on
cloven feet. Hal could hear the moans from here. Each drawn-out moan matched
with the contraction of the tenant’s buttocks muscles, straining under the
forward thrust, the moan filtering off into a sigh as the butt cheeks relaxed
and filled out again, readying for the next contraction/thrust. Could
Jimmy hear the moans? Something had to be done, something soon, something fast.
This could not go on. Hal looked down at his erect cock—and beyond to
hairy-pelted legs and cloven feet. And he heard the coffee cup hit the
clay-tiled floor of the breezeway and shatter. He looked down again. What had he
imagined? No pelt or cloven feet. And looking out toward the tenant’s shack.
No tenant or young, golden-curled lawyer—or even yellow Corvette. They had
vanished. Hal
fled up the stairs, as quietly as he could, and entered his bedroom. Looking for
somewhere to stash his drawings from the previous night. Jimmy could not see
them. Neither, though, could Hal part with them now. Drawings hidden, he
shrugged off the silken robe on the carpeted floor next to his bed and lay on
his back, Jimmy’s face and body floating before his eyes, as he slowly
masturbated himself to a sighing ejaculation. *
* * * Working
from photographs of the fields of the valley set against the backdrop of the
Blue Ridge Mountains, Hal willfully was deep into painting, moving quickly now
with his brush to finish with this color before the dappled light filtering
through the overarching oaks and through the skylight of the studio had waned. The
house was quiet. Jimmy had gone into Staunton. He had been in a jubilant mood,
telling Hal before he left that he hoped he’d have some important news when he
returned home. Hal had only half heard him. Hal had taken to drink—drink to
dull his senses and combat his imagination, as he could no longer look at Jimmy
and not see him naked—the golden orb of Jimmy’s head at Hal’s pelvis as
Jimmy took his cock in his throat. The marble skin of Jimmy’s thighs as they
parted for Hal and his thrusting cock. Jimmy,
Hal’s half brother. Hal had to keep muttering “He’s my brother” to
himself, almost as a mantra as he remained half drunk, half buried in his work. He
was mercifully alone now, in the silence, deftly stroking at the canvas with the
purple underlay of the coloring he was building up at the base of the Blue
Ridge, between field and mountain. But
it wasn’t really silence. Hal was listening for the sound for several minutes
before he identified it as moaning. The moan of sex. He
put his paint brush down on the ledge below the canvas on the easel and he was
right there, at the window of the tenant shack, one hand on his cock, the other
at the nipple of his bare chest, watching. Surprisingly not in shock, knowing
what he’d see as soon as he became cognizant of the moaning. Jimmy
was naked, his marbled beauty stretched out, the toes of his feet barely
reaching the dusty wooden floor, suspended from the ceiling by chains and
bindings around his wrists. The
tenant was crouched in front of him, blocking the view of Jimmy’s midsection
from Hal. Sucking sounds of the hairy tenant’s mouth on Jimmy’s cock and the
moans of pleasure from Jimmy melding in an arousing melody. Jimmy
shuddered his ejaculation, and the tenant stood and moved around him. Hal’s
eyes went to Jimmy’s cock, seeing that it did fill out quite respectably. But
Hal’s gasp was dedicated to the view of the tenant’s cock, thick as
Jimmy’s wrist. Deep
moaning filling the air, with Hal realizing with a start that much of the
moaning was his own. Wanting to do something. Wanting to warn Jimmy. Knowing
that Jimmy couldn’t take a cock like that, that it would tear him asunder. His
little brother. Jimmy, his half brother. The brother that Hal himself wanted to
fuck. The
tenant was crouched behind Jimmy now, his long, heavy-fingered hands grasping
Jimmy’s legs above the back of the knees and lifting his legs up and out. The
monster’s mouth going to Jimmy’s hole, and Jimmy groaning and writhing under
the attentions there. Rising,
the tenant’s face sharpened into a leering malevolence, and once again Hal had
the sensation that nubs of horns rose from his temples and the hair of his legs
that weren’t human legs thickened and dropped down into feet that weren’t
human feet. He was lifting Jimmy higher and spreading his legs wider, and the
club of a gigantic cock was at Jimmy’s hole. The long, thick fingers were
encasing Jimmy’s butt cheeks and spreading them wide, revealing the rose bud
of his gate. The bulb the tenant presented at the hole was monstrously huge. But
it was slowly sucking itself into Jimmy’s hole, which was blossomng out,
opening to the invasion, as Jimmy’s body heaved and shuddered and his rosebud
unfolded. The impossible began to become possible as more and more of that
killing tool moved up into Jimmy, who screamed and writhed and burbled his
pain-pleasure, moving ever so slowly to pleasure-pain as more and more of the
thick pole moved up into him. Fully
sheathed, Jimmy’s body took on a shimmering luster, and he laid his
golden-curled head back into the cleft of the tenant’s shoulder, opened his
eyes to Hal, and let him know in no certain terms that it was Hal who was taking
him. The monster began to pump slowly and then ever quicker. Hal felt one with
the movement, his gasps and groans meeting the rhythm and tenor of the fucking
machine. He didn’t realize just how much he was melding into the scene,
though, until he looked up and watched the monster’s face slowly morph into
his own features. “How
can you paint in this gloom?” Hal
lifted his head, groggy from so much he was leaving unsaid, undone. “No,
I’m done for now. I was just sitting here . . . thinking . . . or
something.” Hal
looked up at Jimmy, who was nearly dancing around the room, overflowing with
exuberance, and beauty . . . aching beauty. Hal stood and moved to the window
and looked out toward the river, in too much pain to look at Jimmy. “Guess
what,” Jimmy bubbled. “I’ve been to Staunton. Seen Gretchen. You remember
Gretchen, don’t ’ya? We were at school together?” “Oh,
yes, Gretchen. The Gretchen of your first-semester college crush, would that
be?” “Yeah,
that Gretchen. Well, guess what. She’s got an art teaching job at a high
school down in Winston Salem. And . . . and she wants me to go down with her. I
don’t know. What we’re doing here . . .” “I
think that’s a great idea,” Hal said, and he turned and gave the best smile
he could muster to his little half brother. And then his smile broadened.
Because he realized that this was lifting a burden off his shoulders. He should
be miserable, he knew, but that’s not what he felt. This was best for all. His
urge would recede, he knew it. It didn’t have to be Jimmy. It couldn’t be
Jimmy. It was tearing him apart that it might be Jimmy. “Oh,
that’s great then. I didn’t know . . .” Hall
looked hard at Jimmy. Jimmy really did think it was great, he could see. There
was nothing in Jimmy’s mind that had been in his. This was best. Yes, the very
best thing that could happen. He turned his face back to the window. “What
are you looking at so intently?” Jimmy asked, coming over to stand close
beside his older brother. Hal’s
spirits soared. Jimmy was standing right next to him. For weeks Hal had trembled
and fought his urges just to have Jimmy in the same room with him. The cloud was
lifted. Now he was sure of it. “I’m
just looking at that shack of mine over by the river edge.” “Thinking
of fixing it up? Putting a tenant in it or something?” Jimmy asked. “I think
you did say something about doing that.” “No.
I think it’s beyond repair. See, the roof has caved in over that bedroom area
already. Hasn’t been anyone living in there for decades. No, I think the best
thing to do is just to have it torn down and the trash hauled off. All it’s
good for now is to get someone hurt. And we wouldn’t want that, would we?” “I
thought you once said that, with a little imagination, it could be quite a
desirable place,” Jimmy said. “I said that?” Hal answered. “I don’t know what I was thinking if I said imagination could bring any good out of that pile of festering wood. No. No. I think it comes down and disappears.”
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